Burdened- Weary-Heavy

Sometimes life just throws too much at you all at once... I've been feeling very weary and heavy for quite sometime. Where will my help come from?...my help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth. Sometimes that is hard to live and walk in when your heart is just so heavy. And just when you think your heart couldn't stand much more... one more situation get's dumped in your lap... and ouch... your bent over and can't hardly stand anymore.

Our eldest kitty is sick...and dying. I've had him for about 13 years and he's been through a lot with me. I'm heartbroken at the decision I know I'll have to make eventually..... I cry when I look at his small skinny frame.. my heart breaks when he comes up in bed at night to snuggle with us... and I know there won't be many more times for that. Is it ok to pray for my kitty? Does God want to hear those prayers? He created everything... he must care about my Romeo too?

It's been a long hard winter for us at the Condon household. Darren started with the town of Fort Fairfield Public Works dept. last fall and this was his rookie year of plowing... well, need I say more. He has been pretty absent this winter and I've missed him. That lack of time together has been rough.

I have been feeling really uncomfortable in my own skin lately... not sure what that's all about, but it's not a good feeling....

Work is extra busy and I've got some side projects that are just keeping me really stressed out and busy. My weeks just seem to get more and more eaten up with respondsibilites and I feel more and more tired and pulled in a million different directions... I try to make good use of my time and to give the ones I love my time and attention...my love and affection... and I just seem to be failing at that lately. Between work, church,classes, home, friends and family... I just don't have the time I need to give everything my undivided attention! I find myself in the midst of some extra relationship burdens and I just feel yucky! All of this might seem small to other peoples burdens, but this is my world right now and it's heavy.